(of course the mobile app deleted this ask. I’m sorry for being so late with this!)
Ataraxy: a state of serene calmness
Nico used to be scared shitless.
About feeling them, about saying them.
About losing their meaning after over use.
The funny thing is that he doesn’t remember when it happened exactly. When the warmth sort of settled, when it became constant and sure as another breath, as another beat.
In some moment he can’t pinpoint, it felt like a luxury that it had become a habit. The fact that they fell from his lips like laughter, like whispers, like prayers and goodnights and goodmornings. It felt effortless, even if he could still remember how much he had to fought, how much they struggled to reach them.
They didn’t lose meaning. They flicker, a rainbow of colors refracting from just one clear light.
They have become a part of him, a part he encounters every time he breathes him in when they are trying to wake up, when they fight but he doesn’t shadowtravel, when he is tired and done but nothing is as warm as Jason.
He chokes and drowns in them. They hurt him, sometimes. But it must hurt Jason too, so he decided he can live with that.
He can’t stop now. He doesn’t want to.
And that’s okay.
hello !! i’m in a tight budget situation this month, art is my only source of income and i need to pay my phone bill and my upcoming rent next month, not to mention about $100 in debts due to a recent trip so this is just a friendly reminder that you can commission me, check out my storenvy and these clothes i’m selling, or donate to my paypal email@example.com !!
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in celebration of somehow convincing over 1000 people that i’m cool enough to follow i thought i’d make something to commemerate all the amazing people that make my dash a better place
E-L: evafawn fallencastiel femslashvevo frankdiangelo gaymercutio gayprotagonist goldenfleeces gr33kg0ds greekcamp hubbrad internetpriest jemmasimmns jonqins kidanedakh kierenwwalker lesbianthalia luke5zoz
+my blogroll because there are so many of you cuties
ANK ROUGE SPRING 2012 BOTTOMS
livestreams of people doing art are so much fun like wow… you do the art that way… nice
Always post the rules.
Answer the questions from the person who tagged you.
Write 11 new ones.
Tag 11 people and link them in the post.
Actually tell them you tagged them.
Jason has his needy day and only Frank is nearby xD